Rapid switching and memory problems
<p>Feb 25, 2015 10:52 AM</p>
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http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic157372.html</p>
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Rapid switching and memory problems?
Postby wirt » Tue Feb 24, 2015 3:09 am</p>
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At the moment, I don't know who I am. The rapid co consciousness and switching around inside is just too much for my brain to handle. I think i'm the host but? I might also be the protector right now? I don't know who I am at the moment. But anyway, right. Memory problems first.</p>
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Our memories are faded, literally every time something bad happens it fades until it's almost completely unrecognizable? Also, we can't remember much from childhood. Also I want to know - does everyone with DID experience their memories in third person? Or is this a normal thing? Does this just happen to anyone and everyone? Because when I'm thinking back on a memory, I am literally seeing 'ourself' in the third person. It's like watching a movie and feeling differently about the 'characters' in it with whoever's watching. So can anyone please explain what their memories 'look' like (not wholly describing a memory, i wouldn't ask that, just telling me what tense it is and stuff).</p>
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I am also REALLY having problems with rapid switching. But i'm mostly co conscious (if I am, in fact, the host, Atticus, which i can't tell right now). Also i feel like a faker?? I don't know what to do about this. I don't know what to do.</p>
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God i am just so overwhelmed.</p>