19 pregnancy inside *possible trigger warning*
<div ><div class="learning-header" ><div class="learning-position ng-binding" >19 <a ng-href="/learnings/303983-pregnancy-inside-possible-trigger-warning?board_id=37307" lst-drawer-interceptor="learning" rel="nofollow" name="" class="ng-binding" href="http://learni.st/learnings/303983-pregnancy-inside-possible-trigger-warning?board_id=37307" >pregnancy inside possible trigger warning</a></div><div class="learning-header-text" ><div class="learning-url"><div class="attribution" ng-switch="attributionType" ><div class="edit-and-flag" ng-hide="isPhone" ><div ng-show="learning.can_edit_learning" class="edit-learning" ><img alt="Edit Learning" src="http://d3pof0dg6ipqi1.cloudfront.net/assets/edit-button-5d5def249acc4b57ab34d50dd4cd7163.png" /></div></div></div></div><div class="clear" ><div ng-include="'/templates/learning/presentation'" ><div ng-switch="" class="ng-scope"><div ng-switch-when="html" lst-learning-html="learning" class="ng-isolate-scope ng-scope"><div class="learning-layout-container small_image wrap_text" lst-layout-learning="learning" ><div class="learning-image-container" ><div class="learning-image" lst-learning-image="learning" ><a ng-href="/learnings/303983-pregnancy-inside-possible-trigger-warning?board_id=37307" lst-drawer-interceptor="learning" href="http://learni.st/learnings/303983-pregnancy-inside-possible-trigger-warning?board_id=37307" ><img ng-src="http://assets0.learni.st/learning_preview/977783/image/large_image.jpg" class="resize-to-fit" src="http://assets0.learni.st/learning_preview/977783/image/large_image.jpg" /></a></div></div></div></div></div></div><p >
</p><p ><a href="https://www.diigo.com/search?adSScope=my&snapshot=no&what=%40www.psychforums.com" >www.psychforums.com</a></p></div><div ><div><p > </p></div><div><ul ><li ><div>I don't even know how to start this thread, or what to say. I feel so scared, because it's happening again. 3 years ago when i was new to the body I was pregnant inside for 3 months (that I knew about anyhow, was probably closer to 4 or so since 'symptoms' started to when I started getting suspicious) and it seemed like i was outside too. i still don't know if i was or if it was a delusion. That was when really bad flashbacks started happening. Now it's happening again. I don't know why this is happening. I didn't think it was really possible unless if you wanted it to happen. At least this time I know the body's not pregnant too, but inside its not going away. I don't know what this means and why this is happening again to me.I'm scared to bring it up in therapy because I don't know if anyone will believe me.</div><div /></li><li >If anyone has been through this what happened? Did you carry it or was it some sort of weird metaphorical thing, and would the baby be a new alter or two merged parts of whoever made it.</li><li ><div>Sorry for the sort-of ramble. I feel so lost right now.</div><div> </div><div>Annotations: http://bit.ly/16OfkDX</div><div>Photo: http://bit.ly/18htSwh</div><div>
</div><div><a href="http://learni.st/users/ann.l.garvey" class="posted-by ng-binding" >Ann Ludford Garvey</a><a href="http://learni.st/users/ann.l.garvey" class="posted-by ng-binding" >
</a><p class="comment-text ng-isolate-scope ng-scope" lst-truncated-text="" lst-limit="200" lst-text="comment.body" >It's hard to know what the "baby inside" is all about. It might be like dreams where they are unique to each person. I know that for a while we would be like laying down and we felt that we were seeing things from inside the uterus. It was at a time we were in and out of the hospital for our mental problems, especially depression. It's been now ten years since being in, but at that time - over twenty years ago you went in and might stay for a couple of months. From that set of experiences - we deduced that there was something going on as an infant inside us and in the end we decided there must have been a baby that died as well as one that was born on our birthday. Obviously, there no way of knowing that kind of thing - and we're not sure why those thoughts were coming to us, but we did name a part "Embry," and for us she'd already died within days of being born. Several years later we were still having hard thoughts with her having died inside us and it was suggested that we might let her go, so we had received a little clay statue of an infant ... it might seem odd, but we took her to a favorite place and buried her (through the symbol of the statue). We've felt at peace since that time - no more thoughts of an infant inside, AND she's the only one of us whose "died," but very much a part of our story. I'm not sure if this is like the experience the reader is having, but if we were to venture a guess, the baby does represent something important to her life. I would, however, not be scared to bring anything up in therapy that my/our minds were going through. That has to be a safe place, or at least a place, the writer is working on toward being safe.</p></div></li></ul></div></div></div></div></div>