Update, lots is happening *triggerwarning*

<p>Mar 06, 2015 08:50 PM</p>

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Update, lots is happening triggerwarning

Postby MultipleMinds » Wed Mar 04, 2015 3:49 pm</p>

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I first wanted to reply in another topic called "am i splitting", but decided to make our own topic.</p>

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Were worried, or atleast me, or someone else, its not clear yet, that were splitting. This morning this thought kept running. Not sure about the source of the happening. it was like "oh no, were splitting"also lots of relation to the "it feels like breaking"can be an memory or be something else, perhaps an memory of our creation? I dont know.</p>

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Now I'm mostly numb and lots of stuff is revealed today, shifting to sadness, and amnesia, and that were not always hazy switching but still separated people switching and all that stuff, in coconscious and it turns out were mostly/always coconscious to an extent, just not noticed * sigh* This is an very big yes.</p>

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I also experience fading feelings so to say, and lots is playing in our head currently. Also run away feelings and alienation as if about to break and this makes our eyes watery by even mentioning it.</p>

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its upsetting.</p>

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Another thing is that our view of our system seems to change. Im not sure if this an matter of lacking in communication or something else, or looking through the eyes and experiences of others of us, but the size seem to expand, and then it seems to be smaller again. Its pretty confusing.

An example is that there is an awareness in our head amongst us, and that by focussing on it we tend to see ourselves more clear. it is voiced that the walls are crumbling, which also explains our increase of coconsciousness, or atleast the awareness of it, due the willingness and intent to communicate, aswell as an willingness and intent to actually see. Now, im not doubting that switching takes actual place as that is revealed as of now by kats attitude of "i just take over, watch me :lol: "</p>

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There seem to lots of "shifts"so to say. "yes there are others deeper inside" which shifts to "there may be others inside and this reveals over time" Also, at times inviting in the body begins to become more confusing and am a bit hesitating about it of what this means.

Its as if the size of the system fluctuates, an fluctuation of awareness and possible doubt.</p>

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Just an update i guess.</p>