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Wanting Thoughts to Stop

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I just haven't been feeling well and I don't

understand why it is more lately. "Col" is away and the manager has

been out all week. I talked to Cas but it's not the same. My therapist somehow

mixed up my appointments and my med doctor cancelled bc she was too sick to see

anyone. Luckily I see her tomorrow so at least I can talk to someone who is a

pro. I don't know what it going to happen. A med change? Hospital? A kick in

the ass? Too much has been going on and I don't know what to do anymore. I just

want my thoughts to stop.