Rebel

GEMATRIA:

"Lilith" = 38 (Reverse Full Reduction)

"Vengeful"= 38 (Full Reduction)

"Gematria"= 38(Full Reduction)

"Lilith" = 17 (Chaldean)

"Rebel"= 17 (Chaldean)

"Guilt"= 17 (Chaldean)

"Lilith"= 27(Septenary)

"Guilt"= 27 (Septenary)

"Lilith" = 34(Full Reduction)

"Purging"= 34 (Reverse Full Reduction)

Guilt relates to shame and purging.

The word "Rebel" is a synonym of "Maverick": https://www.collinsdictionary.com/dictionary/english-thesaurus/maverick