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</font></div><div style="font-size: small; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"></font></div><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">10 22 showing up a lot lately?</font></div><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">=</font></div><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">aha jeff sharlet guk: <b>the root of greivance is grief, </b>loss mourning --> // anger thus retribution The Storm:</font></div><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">
</font></div><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">amazed not ...<span style="font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; background-color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"> hasn’t been more violence.</span><span style="font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;"> </span><span style="font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;">I think we’ve had a shield from that violence for a long time and now that shield … I sound like Jerry Falwell saying the hand of God is being removed from America.</span></font></div><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" background-color="background-color" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;">Adam Fleming Petty at the Washington Post called the book a “form of travelogue</strong><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;">”. This is likely due in strong part to The Undertow, the long title chapter about <a href="https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2021/jan/09/ashli-babbitt-capitol-mob-trump-qanon-conspiracy-theory" data-link-name="in body link" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; outline: none; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border-width: 0px 0px 1px; border-top-style: initial; border-right-style: initial; border-bottom-style: solid; border-left-style: initial; border-top-color: initial; border-right-color: initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(220, 220, 220); border-left-color: initial; border-image: initial; vertical-align: baseline;">Ashli Babbitt</a>, the pro-Trump </strong><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;">veteran who died on the day of the storming of the Capitol. How did you write this section?</strong></font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Because of my heart condition I’d been tucked in during Covid, and I live in a rural area. I remember sitting there at my kitchen table, watching January 6 on the computer, texting furiously. We heard about a white woman being killed. It was very soon after that we knew the cop was Black. And I thought, holy shit, it’s The Birth of a Nation</span> [a 1915 movie that justifies organized white-on-Black violence with a racist depiction of Black people, including them being sexually predatory toward white women; such accusations were the pretext for lynchings for decades, with echoes remaining today]. They just did a live re-enactment of their fantasy!</font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">They would say <b>Babbitt </b>wore an American flag, but it’s not true. She wore a Trump cape, which is the new American flag</span>. They would say she’s unarmed, but it’s not true. She was <span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">carrying a knife. There’s a photo of [Babbitt’s knife] on the cover of the book.</span> You could say, well, it’s a small knife. Really? That knife is plenty big enough</font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><span style="font-style: inherit; font-variant-ligatures: inherit; font-variant-caps: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">th</span><span style="background-color: rgb(246, 246, 246); font-style: inherit; font-variant-ligatures: inherit; font-variant-caps: inherit; font-weight: inherit;">is is my little piece of power: I can tell the story</span></font></p><aside class="dcr-q9zy3m" gh="GH" guardian="Guardian" headline="Headline" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" source-text-decoration-thickness:3px="source-text-decoration-thickness:3px" position="position" relative="relative" background-color="background-color" rgb="rgb" color="color" style="font-size: medium; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 1.75rem -38px; padding: 6px 10px 12px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-weight: 700; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 25px;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><footer style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><cite class="dcr-gu2lh8" style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;" /></font></footer></aside><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">You write that, almost immediately, the right tried to diminish </strong><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Babbitt’s agency, to make her younger, smaller, quieter. It reminded me of <a href="https://www.cbsnews.com/pictures/look-back-in-history-terri-schiavo-death/" data-link-name="in body link" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; outline: none; box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border-width: 0px 0px 1px; border-top-style: initial; border-right-style: initial; border-bottom-style: solid; border-left-style: initial; border-top-color: initial; border-right-color: initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(220, 220, 220); border-left-color: initial; border-image: initial; vertical-align: baseline;">Terri Schiavo</a></span> [the 26-year-old woman who was found unconscious in 1984 and was the subject of a family battle for her medical decision-making, which became a national debate dominated by the Catholic church and the religious right until her death in 2005]. We see the efforts on the right to project a childlike acquiescence on to the adult woman.</strong></font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">Yes! Ashli Babbitt’s “martyrdom” is tied up in her remaking as an innocent.</span> You realize that the gun and the fetus, it’s an innocence cult. It’s not a death cult, people misunderstand this. It’s an innocence cult, which is to say, it’s also the erasure of history. It says, “No, no, no, there’s no original sin in American history. We were always good.<em style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;">”</em></font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">Babbitt was hurting. She was in her mid-30s, after serving eight tours of duty. She was in massive debt. </span>And she fell in love with Trump.</font></strong></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" background-color="background-color" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">Babbitt resolved her grief by getting certainty. She could not mourn.</font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" background-color="background-color" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">You mean she was angry, hurting – but not reckoning with her circumstances, embracing her condition. What did she want? She wanted justice?</font></strong></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" background-color="background-color" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">She just wanted to be a person and serve her country.</font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);">So what we’re talking about is a whole lot of unrealized pain, and about how we metabolize pain in different ways</span>. You write in the prelude that </strong><em style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;">“</strong></em><strong style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-optical-sizing: inherit; font-kerning: inherit; font-feature-settings: inherit; font-variation-settings: inherit; vertical-align: baseline;">loss sometimes curdles into fury and hate or denial and delusion. Especially delusion.”</strong></font></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">Yes. I’ve been thinking about how we metabolize pain, about my own ability to metabolize pain. My new therapist is trying to figure out why I do the work I do. She thinks it must be so bad for me. But no, it’s fucking sustained me! It gives me agency. States everywhere, the forces of darkness, are moving against you. You are not imagining it, they are real. And I do not have any power.</font></span></p><p class="dcr-az7egx" guardian="Guardian" text="Text" egyptian="Egyptian" web="Web" georgia="Georgia" serif="serif" font-optical-sizing="font-optical-sizing" inherit="inherit" font-kerning="font-kerning" font-feature-settings="font-feature-settings" font-variation-settings="font-variation-settings" vertical-align="vertical-align" baseline="baseline" word-break="word-break" break-word="break-word" source-text-decoration-thickness:2px="source-text-decoration-thickness:2px" color="color" rgb="rgb" background-color="background-color" style="font-size: medium; margin: 0px 0px 16px; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures; box-sizing: border-box; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-variant-numeric: inherit; font-variant-east-asian: inherit; font-variant-alternates: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: 1.5;" xmlns:source-text-decoration-thickness="source-text-decoration-thickness"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">But this is my little piece of power: I can go tell the story</font></p><div style="font-size: medium;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">=</font></div></div><div style="font-size: small; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">=</font></div><div style="font-size: small; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><div><h1 style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 25px 0px 12.5px; font-weight: 500; line-height: 1.1; background-color: rgb(230, 230, 230);"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">A Rude Awakening – August 14, 2020</font></h1></div><div><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">
</font></div><div><font size="4" face="Times New Roman"><a href="https://kpfa.org/episode/a-rude-awakening-august-14-2020" target="_blank" data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?q=https://kpfa.org/episode/a-rude-awakening-august-14-2020&source=gmail&ust=1597964149421000&usg=AFQjCNFznTn94PSwxQEbncA4JYszOneXSw" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 51, 153); outline: none;">https://kpfa.org/episode/a-<wbr />rude-awakening-august-14-2020</a>/</font></div><div><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">
</font></div><div><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">Living in the Time of Dying doc (w/ dar jamal end of ice guy )</font></div><div><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">
</font></div><div><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvzmPyY08ck" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 51, 153); outline: none;"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman" color="#000000">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvzmPyY08ck</font></a></div><div><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">
</font></div><div><span style="white-space: pre-wrap; background-color: rgb(249, 249, 249);"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">If we accepted the climate science was true, how would we choose to live? How did we get to a place like this in the first place and what actions, if any, make sense at this time. This is my journey, through a series of interviews, into exploring these topics.
Interviews include: Author of " Deep Adaptation" Professor Jem Bendell
Dharma teacher and author of "Facing Extinction "Catherine Ingram </font></span><a href="https://www.catherineingram.com/facingextinction/">https://www.catherineingram.com/facingextinction/</a><span style="white-space: pre-wrap; background-color: rgb(249, 249, 249);"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">
Journalist and author of "The End of Ice" Dhar Jamail
Elder, teacher , author and Citizen of the Chiricahua Apache Nation, Stan Rushworth.
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</div><div><p style="margin: 0.5em 0px; color: rgb(32, 33, 34); font-size: 14px;"><b>the California Field Atlas</b> is a 2017 book written and illustrated by <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obi_Kaufmann" title="Obi Kaufmann" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">Obi Kaufmann</a>. It was published by <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heyday_Books" title="Heyday Books" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">Heyday Books</a>, a <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Berkeley,California" title="Berkeley, California" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">Berkeley</a>-based nonprofit <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Small_press" title="Small press" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">small press</a>. Through passages of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nature_writing" title="Nature writing" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">nature writing</a> and hundreds of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Watercolor_painting" title="Watercolor painting" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">watercolor paintings</a>, the book details <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California" title="California" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">California</a>'s <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ecology_of_California" title="Ecology of California" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">ecology</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geography_of_California" title="Geography of California" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">geography</a>. Kaufmann, an artist and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Outdoor_recreation#Outdoor_enthusiast" title="Outdoor recreation" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">outdoorsman</a>, was born in California and currently resides in <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oakland,California" title="Oakland, California" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">Oakland</a>. He prepared the book over the course of a year, drawing from a lifetime of experience hiking thousands of miles of California wilderness. With the <i>California Field Atlas</i>, he intended to foster <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geo-literacy" title="Geo-literacy" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">geological literacy</a> and <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conservation(ethic)" class="mw-redirect" title="Conservation (ethic)" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">conservation</a> of the state's natural environment.</p><p style="margin: 0.5em 0px; color: rgb(32, 33, 34); font-size: 14px;">The book contains ten chapters spanning more than 500 pages in total. The first eight chapters examine California's <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ecosystem" title="Ecosystem" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">ecological system</a>, the ninth chapter is an overview of nature throughout the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_counties_in_California" title="List of counties in California" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">state's 58 counties</a>, and the final chapter covers the topic of <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rewilding_(conservation_biology)" title="Rewilding (conservation biology)" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">rewilding</a>. Rather than focusing on already-famous natural landmarks such as <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yosemite_National_Park" title="Yosemite National Park" style="text-decoration-line: none; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(11, 0, 128); outline: none; background: none;">Yosemite</a>, Kaufmann sought to present a comprehensive overview of the state that included detailed surveys of lesser-known regions.</p></div></div><div style="font-size: small; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><font size="4" face="Times New Roman">===</font></div>